So here I am now

What is this I see?

Ah, look there! Hello my doors! What are all these ropes around me? Look! Hello my hearth! And friends? Some of them, I now find, are not the true friends I once thought they were, while others, though true, are powerless to help us. Hello my hearth! But it's as if I have fallen into a tempest I don't know! I too am struck speechless! But... what am I saying? What joy it is to come back to the light and see you! You're my only hope now. Rush your feet and run! It's a pall of gloom, all over my head, my eyes! Why the tears? What joy it is to come back to the light and see you! But... what am I saying?

The roof is crashing down!

What strength I once had, is barely noticeable now. Yes, what is it? What is she doing? What's going on? What do you see? Just like a feather, in one single day, fortune has lifted me up into the wind! Tell me your thoughts clearly. Straight out. Hello my hearth! What strength I once had, is barely noticeable now. I am nothing but a voice! Can one you, friends over there, help me understand? Hello my doors! What am I to say about this? But it's as if I have fallen into a tempest Go back, friends, go back and don't make any noise! Speak quietly! Makes bad decisions! And we have no friends who can save us from all this. Run away friends!

Nothing but a ghost, a dark ghost in the darkness of dark dreams!

Let me listen. Cry softly, old friends, quietly! How I wish I could turn into a rock upon this very spot right now, with no memory of all my troubles. What are all these ropes around me? Cry softly, old friends, quietly! Run away friends! ...like some grey old bird! Yes, what is it? What is she doing? What's going on? What do you see? But not me! Have we come back to the same old fear and panic? ...like some grey old bird! A friend, yes, one who loves you but, one who is nothing more than a noisy tongue! But it's as if I have fallen into a tempest I don't know! I too am struck speechless! What? What are you trying to tell me with your hands? You're my only hope now. Hello my home! Run! So here I am now. My arms and chest tied like this, like a ship, to this half smashed stone? What is this I see? Why hide your eyes from me? Just like a feather, in one single day, fortune has lifted me up into the wind! Is it really you? Have you really come here, alive and well?

Let me listen.

A friend, yes, one who loves you but, one who is nothing more than a noisy tongue! Tell me what happened to me! Hello my home! What joy it is to come back to the light and see you! Rush your feet and run! I am breathing, Just like a feather, in one single day, fortune has lifted me up into the wind! Look! Makes bad decisions! What?